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Psychoanalysis [Epilogue]

from Mystical Psychosis by Hopudoshi

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Produced by: Rise from the Ashez
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BRIDGE: how can I go on? (repeat) // VERSE 1: It’s getting harder to breathe // this deep in my mind // will I find a reprieve // please give me a sign // and even though I know my body’s lying on that couch // here I’m swimming through my thoughts feel I’m never breaking out // my shrink said to sink into my psyche // here’s a memory pining for some Nikes // 12 years old and all I care about is gear // the rich kids always had more than fair shares // so what’s up Doc? // you think that turned me to a communist // probably not // but you can tell it to your columnist // alright I’ll swim a little deeper now // you say there’s issues with my mother so I’ll seek her out // I remember getting kisses and hugs // about five years old and all I wanted was Love // that memory there // clung for many a years // gave it nurture and care // to ease abandonment fears // CHORUS: the memories deep inside // in the corners of my mind where the demons reside // the memories deep inside // the lower reaches of my mind where Good and Evil collide // the memories deep inside // in the corners of my mind where the demons reside // the memories deep inside // I can feel ‘em deep inside and there’s nowhere to hide // VERSE 2: can’t tell if I’m swimming or drowning // sorrows are pounding // the pain is astounding // recalling memories lost, but I found ‘em // now there’s a fountain // as high as a mountain // suppose this is my unconscious mind // the iceberg’s deep with what I didn’t wanna find // anxieties and fears intertwined // Doc says I got some work to see the paths unwind // so this psychoanalysis // recalling this tragic list // of memories will help me understand the catalyst? // like the reason I hate cleaning // I grew up like Cinderella with no fairies intervening // but everybody’s got they burden to bear // since this is better than medicine I’ll continue to share // but still the memories that haunt me the most // are the Mystical Visions that were misdiagnosed // *CHORUS* // now I’ve faced the fears inside and there’s no need to hide // *BRIDGE*

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from Mystical Psychosis, released March 23, 2014
Producer: Rise from the Ashez
www.youtube.com/watch?v=34Jj2utA4bs
Rise From The Ashez's Channel: www.youtube.com/user/RiseFromTheAshez

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Hopudoshi Columbus, Ohio

Hopudoshi is an American rap artist who currently resides in the Philippines. His introspective rhymes offer social commentary with a mystical bent.

Hopudoshi, Hopanova, and Hop-Leo all represent different sides of my personality. Sometimes they are in harmony and sometimes they are in conflict. The differences between them are the reason for some of my ambivalent feelings towards certain issues. ... more

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