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Help! (Ego Death)

from Mystical Psychosis by Hopudoshi

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Hop-Leo (my ego), finally being laid to rest... And resurrected anew!

Produced by: iRemixCJ
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VERSE 1: it’s like // déjà vu all over again // my cardinal sin // mixed the moksha and the soma medicine // now // gonna lose control // cannot be Consoled // will it take my Soul // will it make me Whole // will I Burn Alone // will I find my Home // I’m Trapped // in the Eternal Now // and don’t know how to shed this Darkness // feel Inferno bound // everything I am is quickly melting away // and I feel the force of all my sins, but I can’t bear the weight // (uh) // I’ve gone Astray // gone Amiss // I seek my Way // through this Abyss // running in this Pitch // now picture this // I’m growing smaller and it harder to See // my ego’s dyin // Leo’s tryin // but It’s larger than me // I’m losing consciousness and all conception of self // as my ego slips away all I’m crying is “Help!” // CHORUS: Help // I have done it again // I have been here many times before (repeat) // VERSE 2: as I die the Darkness spreads // and when I try to look ahead // I’m just filled with Dread // consumed by this ocean of the Endless Abyss // but suddenly I’m one with It and I’m filled with Bliss // Trepidation and Fear // replaced by Joy and Peace // no Suspicions or Cares // Paranoia ceased // to be Found you must be Lost // All is One // One is All // and like Christ on The Cross // before you Rise you must Fall // CHORUS 2: Help // I have done it again // I have been here many times before // I hurt myself again today // And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame // OUTRO: Be my Friend // Hold me // Wrap me up // Unfold me // I am small // and needy // Warm me up // And Breathe me

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from Mystical Psychosis, released March 23, 2014
Producer: iRemixCJ
www.youtube.com/watch?v=67qj8xRc8TI
iRemixCJ's Channel: www.youtube.com/user/iRemixCJ?feature=watch

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Hopudoshi Columbus, Ohio

Hopudoshi is an American rap artist who currently resides in the Philippines. His introspective rhymes offer social commentary with a mystical bent.

Hopudoshi, Hopanova, and Hop-Leo all represent different sides of my personality. Sometimes they are in harmony and sometimes they are in conflict. The differences between them are the reason for some of my ambivalent feelings towards certain issues.
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